28 Books By Authors of Colour That Should Be On Your Lists This Spooky Season

‘Tis the season for scare and fear, for warm lights and colours, for spiders and skeletons, for sweaters and scarves, for pumpkins and pranks. Ok, I don’t know if any of that makes sense, but hello and welcome, because it’s fall again!

So I should probably say that I needed confirmation from my friends because I live in a tropical region and the closest thing we have to fall is still months away, which I’m sad about because it’s my favourite time to the year, but if it’s fall wherever you are do make sure to enjoy it for me.

So today in mood of the season, I bring you a list of 28 books by Black authors and authors of colour which fit the vibe of the season. Not every book in this list will be creepy, some are just dark, some are a bit disturbing and you might just find a ghost friend or boyfriend or two 👀


  • Mexican Gothic by Silvia Moreno Garcia (Adult)

An isolated mansion. A chillingly charismatic aristocrat. And a brave socialite drawn to expose their treacherous secrets. . . .

From the author of Gods of Jade and Shadow comes a novel set in glamorous 1950s Mexico. 

After receiving a frantic letter from her newlywed cousin begging for someone to save her from a mysterious doom, Noemí Taboada heads to High Place, a distant house in the Mexican countryside. She’s not sure what she will find – her cousin’s husband, a handsome Englishman, is a stranger, and Noemí knows little about the region. 

Noemí is also an unlikely rescuer: She’s a glamorous debutante, and her chic gowns and perfect red lipstick are more suited for cocktail parties than amateur sleuthing. But she’s also tough and smart, with an indomitable will, and she is not afraid: not of her cousin’s new husband, who is both menacing and alluring; not of his father, the ancient patriarch who seems to be fascinated by Noemí; and not even of the house itself, which begins to invade Noemi’s dreams with visions of blood and doom. 

Her only ally in this inhospitable abode is the family’s youngest son. Shy and gentle, he seems to want to help Noemí but might also be hiding dark knowledge of his family’s past. For there are many secrets behind the walls of High Place. The family’s once colossal wealth and faded mining empire kept them from prying eyes, but as Noemí digs deeper she unearths stories of violence and madness. 

And Noemí, mesmerized by the terrifying yet seductive world of High Place, may soon find it impossible to ever leave this enigmatic house behind

Now I haven’t read this book yet, but my one of best friends loves this book so much and has recced it to me and I trust her taste in books.  Also have you read the blurb yet?! The entire vibe of this book just screams creepy so yeah.

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  • The Year of The Witching by Alexis Henderson (YA/Adult)

A young woman living in a rigid, puritanical society discovers dark powers within herself in this stunning, feminist fantasy debut.

In the lands of Bethel, where the Prophet’s word is law, Immanuelle Moore’s very existence is blasphemy. Her mother’s union with an outsider of a different race cast her once-proud family into disgrace, so Immanuelle does her best to worship the Father, follow Holy Protocol, and lead a life of submission, devotion, and absolute conformity, like all the other women in the settlement.

But a mishap lures her into the forbidden Darkwood surrounding Bethel, where the first prophet once chased and killed four powerful witches. Their spirits are still lurking there, and they bestow a gift on Immanuelle: the journal of her dead mother, who Immanuelle is shocked to learn once sought sanctuary in the wood.

Fascinated by the secrets in the diary, Immanuelle finds herself struggling to understand how her mother could have consorted with the witches. But when she begins to learn grim truths about the Church and its history, she realizes the true threat to Bethel is its own darkness. And she starts to understand that if Bethel is to change, it must begin with her.

First, screams! What do I have to do to make you read this book? Do I have to jump hoops, cry up a river, make a 99 slides PowerPoint? Anything!

I love this book so so much. It’s just chef kiss. It’s so deliciously creepy and dark, it’s a total heart eyes. The entire message of the book, the writing, the characters,the vibe. Everything is perfect. 

I need October to come real quick so I can have an excuse to reread.

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  • Cemetery Boys by Aiden Thomas (YA)

Yadriel has summoned a ghost, and now he can’t get rid of him.

When his traditional Latinx family has problems accepting his gender, Yadriel becomes determined to prove himself a real brujo. With the help of his cousin and best friend Maritza, he performs the ritual himself, and then sets out to find the ghost of his murdered cousin and set it free.

However, the ghost he summons is actually Julian Diaz, the school’s resident bad boy, and Julian is not about to go quietly into death. He’s determined to find out what happened and tie up some loose ends before he leaves. Left with no choice, Yadriel agrees to help Julian, so that they can both get what they want. But the longer Yadriel spends with Julian, the less he wants to let him leave.

I promised ghost boyfriends, so here you go! Cemetery Boys is one of my most anticipated YA books of this year and all of my faves love too. I’ve only heard good things about this book and I am so excited to read it.

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  • Ghost Squad by Claribel Ortega (MG)

Coco meets Stranger Things with a hint of Ghostbusters in this action-packed supernatural fantasy.For Lucely Luna, ghosts are more than just the family business. Shortly before Halloween, Lucely and her best friend, Syd, cast a spell that accidentally awakens malicious spirits, wreaking havoc throughout St. Augustine. Together, they must join forces with Syd’s witch grandmother, Babette, and her tubby tabby, Chunk, to fight the haunting head-on and reverse the curse to save the town and Lucely’s firefly spirits before it’s too late. With the family dynamics of Coco and action-packed adventure of Ghostbusters, Claribel A. Ortega delivers both a thrillingly spooky and delightfully sweet debut novel.

Spooky middle grade! I just started reading MG again this year and Ghost Squad is one of the books on my October and Latinx Heritage Month TBRs. I lowkey hate the fact that I have to wait till next month to read this book, but maybe by then I can somehow convince my little sister to listen to the audiobook with me.

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  • The Girl and The Ghost by Hanna Alkaf (MG)

* Chosen as a 2020 Kirkus Prize Finalist for Young Readers’ Literature! *

A Malaysian folk tale comes to life in this emotionally layered, chilling middle grade debut, perfect for fans of The Book of Boy and The Jumbies.

I am a dark spirit, the ghost announced grandly. I am your inheritance, your grandmother’s legacy. I am yours to command.

Suraya is delighted when her witch grandmother gifts her a pelesit. She names her ghostly companion Pink, and the two quickly become inseparable.

But Suraya doesn’t know that pelesits have a dark side—and when Pink’s shadows threaten to consume them both, they must find enough light to survive . . . before they are both lost to the darkness.

Fans of Holly Black’s Doll Bones and Tahereh Mafi’s Furthermore series will love this ghostly middle grade debut that explores jealousy, love, and the extraordinary power of friendship.

Earlier this year for The Ramadan Readathon, I read Hanna Alkaf’s debut The Weight Of Our Sky and I adored it. For most of early this year, I was in an emotional capsule but this book made me feel and cry. I have been so excited for her sophomore book, The Girl and The Ghost, which is a book about a Malaysian girl, Suraya, and her ghost friend turned sinister, Pink.

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  • Zombierella: Fairy Tales Gone Bad by Joseph Coelho and Illustrated by Freya Hartas (PB)

A yellow moon hangs in a satin sky the night Cinderella, barefoot and in hand-me-downs, slips at the top of the stairs … and dies. But not for long. The Shadow of Death arrives to breathe life back into her bones and, for three nights only, Cinderella goes forth as ZOMBIERELLA. With her skin as cold as ice and her faithful horse Lumpkin back by her side, can she seek revenge on her three cruel, fake sisters, once and for all?

Crawl out of the grave and step into your mushroom carriage for this haunting and humorous adventure of the undead girl searching for her happily ever after. The first in a funny, deliciously dark, three-part series of twisted classics, written in verse by award-winning poet Joseph Coelho and illustrated by Freya Hartas.

Um, I don’t really read children’s book but Cinderella as a zombie coming back for revenge and written in verse? Sign me up for this!

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  • Gustavo, the Shy Ghost by Flavia Z. Drago (PB)

Gustavo is a ghost. He is good at doing all sorts of paranormal things, like walking through walls, making objects fly and glowing in the dark. And he loves playing beautiful music on his violin. But Gustavo also has a problem. He is SHY. Which means some things are harder for him to do, like getting in a line to buy eye-scream or talking to the other monsters. But Gustavo longs to be a part of something, he longs to be seen. More than anything, he wants to make a friend. So, plucking up all his courage, he sends a very special letter: “Dear Monsters, I would like to invite you to my violin concert at the Day of the Dead party…”

With exquisite detail and visual humour, Flavia Z. Drago’s vivid illustrations tell a sweet and offbeat story of belonging, bravery and friendship that is sure to be a treat for little ghouls and goblins everywhere.

Another children’s book rec! When I saw the cover and an excerpt for this book on the publishers Twitter I could not resist adding it because it’s seemed so cute and Gustavo seemed adorable. I promised a ghost friend, so y’all better read for Gustavo.

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  • A Song Of Wraiths and Ruin by Roseanne A Brown (YA)

For Malik, the Solstasia festival is a chance to escape his war-stricken home and start a new life with his sisters in the prosperous desert city of Ziran. But when a vengeful spirit abducts Malik’s younger sister, Nadia, as payment into the city, Malik strikes a fatal deal—kill Karina, Crown Princess of Ziran, for Nadia’s freedom.

But Karina has deadly aspirations of her own. Her mother, the Sultana, has been assassinated; her court threatens mutiny; and Solstasia looms like a knife over her neck. Grief-stricken, Karina decides to resurrect her mother through ancient magic . . . requiring the beating heart of a king. And she knows just how to obtain one: by offering her hand in marriage to the victor of the Solstasia competition.

When Malik rigs his way into the contest, they are set on a course to destroy each other. But as attraction flares between them and ancient evils stir, will they be able to see their tasks to the death?

The first in an fantasy duology inspired by West African folklore in which a grieving crown princess and a desperate refugee find themselves on a collision course to murder each other despite their growing attraction.

Hehe. You were probably expecting it and here it is! But seriously, did you think I was going to make a book recommendation list and somehow not manage to add my favourite YA fantasy to it? Eh, no.

Apart from being my favourite book, A Song of Wraiths and Ruin is perfect for spooky season because of its magic. With necromancy, magic wielders, grimfolk and magic creatures, gods and other powerful entities; what other book could be perfect for spooky season.

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  • Raybearer by Jordan Ifueko (YA) 

Nothing is more important than loyalty.
But what if you’ve sworn to protect the one you were born to destroy?

Tarisai has always longed for the warmth of a family. She was raised in isolation by a mysterious, often absent mother known only as The Lady. The Lady sends her to the capital of the global empire of Aritsar to compete with other children to be chosen as one of the Crown Prince’s Council of 11. If she’s picked, she’ll be joined with the other Council members through the Ray, a bond deeper than blood. That closeness is irresistible to Tarisai, who has always wanted to belong somewhere. But The Lady has other ideas, including a magical wish that Tarisai is compelled to obey: Kill the Crown Prince once she gains his trust. Tarisai won’t stand by and become someone’s pawn—but is she strong enough to choose a different path for herself?

And it is here also! Once you saw ASOWAR on the list, you should have know my other, but not less beloved, fave was going to be on the list! 

Raybearer is also a magical book with the Raybearers themselves, Hallows and redemptors. Some scenes in the book are really creepy (at least to me because of cultural significance). All I have to say is add this book to your list!

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  • The Girl from The Well Duology by Rin Chupeco (YA)

You may think me biased, being murdered myself. But my state of being has nothing to do with the curiosity toward my own species, if we can be called such. We do not go gentle, as your poet encourages, into that good night. 

A dead girl walks the streets.

She hunts murderers. Child killers, much like the man who threw her body down a well three hundred years ago.

And when a strange boy bearing stranger tattoos moves into the neighborhood so, she discovers, does something else. And soon both will be drawn into the world of eerie doll rituals and dark Shinto exorcisms that will take them from American suburbia to the remote valleys and shrines of Aomori, Japan.

Because the boy has a terrifying secret – one that would just kill to get out. 

The Girl from the Well is A YA Horror novel pitched as “Dexter” meets “The Grudge”, based on a well-loved Japanese ghost story. suburbia to the remote valleys and shrines of Aomori, Japan.

*Synopsis of The Girl from the Well

From all the reviews I’ve read, these books seems dark, creepy and gruesome, and I love it already. I also love Rin Chupeco’s writing. The Bone Witch, my introduction to their work was thoroughly engrossing. If there’s a book series that’s definitely on my spooky list, it’s this Duology.

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  • The Bone Witch Trilogy by Rin Chupeco (YA)

In the captivating start to a new, darkly lyrical fantasy series, Tea can raise the dead, but resurrection comes at a price.When Tea accidentally resurrects her brother from the dead, she learns she is different from the other witches in her family. Her gift for necromancy means that she’s a bone witch, a title that makes her feared and ostracized by her community. But Tea finds solace and guidance with an older, wiser bone witch, who takes Tea and her brother to another land for training.In her new home, Tea puts all her energy into becoming an asha-one who can wield elemental magic. But dark forces are approaching quickly, and in the face of danger, Tea will have to overcome her obstacles and make a powerful choice.

I cannot make a spooky list without this gorgeous series. I started (I haven’t finished it yet because I’m a mess as usual) The Bone Witch last year October and if I hadn’t dropped it while I could, I’d have had a problem doing so which is bad when you have exams upcoming. The Bone Witch is a gorgeous book that starts the story of Tea’s, a young dark asha, descent to villainhood. It has necromancy, familiars, monsters and beautiful haunted girls.

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  • Skin Folk by Nalo Hopkinson (Anthology)*

A new collection of short stories from Hopkinson, including “Greedy Choke Puppy,” which Africana.com called “a cleverly crafted West Indian story featuring the appearance of both the soucouyant (vampire) & lagahoo (werewolf),” “Ganger (Ball Lightning),” praised by the Washington Post Book World as written in “prose [that] is vivid & immediate,” this collection reveals Hopkinson’s breadth & accomplishments as a storyteller.

I first got to learn about Nalo Hopkinson’s work in February during The Black Experience from Nelo @BookedUnicorn who gave so many recs of her books. I started on this one back then for the stress of the year got to me, and I loved Nalo Hopkinson’s writing. I’m hoping to finish this one this year.

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  • Brown Girl In The Ring by Nalo Hopkinson (YA) 

The rich and privileged have fled the city, barricaded it behind roadblocks, and left it to crumble. The inner city has had to rediscover old ways-farming, barter, herb lore. But now the monied need a harvest of bodies, and so they prey upon the helpless of the streets. With nowhere to turn, a young woman must open herself to ancient truths, eternal powers, and the tragic mystery surrounding her mother and grandmother.

She must bargain with gods, and give birth to new legends.

I have no commentary but it’s Nalo Hopkinson so read it!

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  • Kingdom of Souls by Rena Barron (YA)

Magic has a price—if you’re willing to pay.

Born into a family of powerful witchdoctors, Arrah yearns for magic of her own. But each year she fails to call forth her ancestral powers, while her ambitious mother watches with growing disapproval.

There’s only one thing Arrah hasn’t tried, a deadly last resort: trading years of her own life for scraps of magic. Until the Kingdom’s children begin to disappear, and Arrah is desperate to find the culprit.

She uncovers something worse. The long-imprisoned Demon King is stirring. And if he rises, his hunger for souls will bring the world to its knees… unless Arrah pays the price for the magic to stop him.

I am currently reading this one and wow. I’m not more than 55 pages into it but I already love it and the fact that my mum loves it endorsement enough because she usually doesn’t say she likes books unless they’re historical romance. Kingdom of Souls has necromancy, blood magic, twisty plots and complex characters.

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  • Forest of Souls by Lori M. Lee (YA)

Sirscha Ashwyn comes from nothing, but she’s intent on becoming something. After years of training to become the queen’s next royal spy, her plans are derailed when shamans attack and kill her best friend Saengo.

And then Sirscha, somehow, restores Saengo to life.

Unveiled as the first soulguide in living memory, Sirscha is summoned to the domain of the Spider King. For centuries, he has used his influence over the Dead Wood—an ancient forest possessed by souls—to enforce peace between the kingdoms. Now, with the trees growing wild and untamed, only a soulguide can restrain them. As war looms, Sirscha must master her newly awakened abilities before the trees shatter the brittle peace, or worse, claim Saengo, the friend she would die for.

Danger lurks within the roots of Forest of Souls, an epic, unrelenting tale of destiny and sisterhood, perfect for fans of Naomi Novik and Susan Dennard.

Ok, I should admit that one tenth of the reason why I’ve been counting down to spooky season is so I can read this book. Forest of Souls is one of my anticipated reads of the year and the synopsis and all I’ve heard about it makes me want to read it even more.

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  • The Beautiful by Renée Ahdieh (YA)

In 1872, New Orleans is a city ruled by the dead. But to seventeen-year-old Celine Rousseau, New Orleans provides her a refuge after she’s forced to flee her life as a dressmaker in Paris. Taken in by the sisters of the Ursuline convent along with six other girls, Celine quickly becomes enamored with the vibrant city from the music to the food to the soirées and—especially—to the danger. She soon becomes embroiled in the city’s glitzy underworld, known as La Cour des Lions, after catching the eye of the group’s leader, the enigmatic Sébastien Saint Germain. When the body of one of the girls from the convent is found in the lair of La Cour des Lions, Celine battles her attraction to him and suspicions about Sébastien’s guilt along with the shame of her own horrible secret.

When more bodies are discovered, each crime more gruesome than the last, Celine and New Orleans become gripped by the terror of a serial killer on the loose—one Celine is sure has set her in his sights . . . and who may even be the young man who has stolen her heart. As the murders continue to go unsolved, Celine takes matters into her own hands and soon uncovers something even more shocking: an age-old feud from the darkest creatures of the underworld reveals a truth about Celine she always suspected simmered just beneath the surface.

At once a sultry romance and a thrilling murder mystery, master storyteller Renée Ahdieh embarks on her most potent fantasy series yet: The Beautiful.

I admit at the risk of my friends finding out and yelling at me that I have yet to read this book despite owning it for close to a year now. I honestly love the sound of this book and the lushness it promises. So this list is also a reminder for me to get my mess together and finally read this book.

(Ok, I started this book before this post went up and I am intrigued!)

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  • Forest of A Thousand Lanterns by Julie C. Dao (YA)

An East Asian fantasy reimagining of The Evil Queen legend about one peasant girl’s quest to become Empress—and the darkness she must unleash to achieve her destiny.

Eighteen-year-old Xifeng is beautiful. The stars say she is destined for greatness, that she is meant to be Empress of Feng Lu. But only if she embraces the darkness within her. Growing up as a peasant in a forgotten village on the edge of the map, Xifeng longs to fulfill the destiny promised to her by her cruel aunt, the witch Guma, who has read the cards and seen glimmers of Xifeng’s majestic future. But is the price of the throne too high?

Because in order to achieve greatness, she must spurn the young man who loves her and exploit the callous magic that runs through her veins—sorcery fueled by eating the hearts of the recently killed. For the god who has sent her on this journey will not be satisfied until his power is absolute

Before you ask, I read almost 10 books at a time and my Goodreads reading shelf is absolutely chaotic. I started this book in late July and although I was loving it, I had my worst slump during that time and August and had no desire to read dark books, and make no mistake this book is quite dark. Although I’m only at the early chapters, I love the writing and I am very interested in reading about Xifeng’s descent to darkness.

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  • Where Dreams Descend by Janella Angeles (YA)

In a city covered in ice and ruin, a group of magicians face off in a daring game of magical feats to find the next headliner of the Conquering Circus, only to find themselves under the threat of an unseen danger striking behind the scenes.

As each act becomes more and more risky and the number of missing magicians piles up, three are forced to reckon with their secrets before the darkness comes for them next.

The Star: Kallia, a powerful showgirl out to prove she’s the best no matter the cost

The Master: Jack, the enigmatic keeper of the club, and more than one lie told

The Magician: Demarco, the brooding judge with a dark past he can no longer hide

Where Dreams Descend is the startling and romantic first book in Janella Angeles’ debut Kingdom of Cards fantasy duology where magic is both celebrated and feared, and no heart is left unscathed.

This is another book that Zainab started but somehow even though she adores it hasn’t finished because well we all know she’s a mess. Where Dreams Descend is a lush and atmospheric dark fantasy following our MC, Kalia. From the very first page, I fell absolutely in love with this book. I could literally feel the atmosphere. I’m hoping now my slump is over, I’ll be able to finish this book.

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  • Akata Witch by Nnedi Okorafor (MG/YA)

Akata Witch transports the reader to a magical place where nothing is quite as it seems. Born in New York, but living in Aba, Nigeria, twelve-year old Sunny is understandably a little lost. She is albino and thus, incredibly sensitive to the sun. All Sunny wants to do is be able to play football and get through another day of school without being bullied. But once she befriends Orlu and Chichi, Sunny is plunged in to the world of the Leopard People, where your worst defect becomes your greatest asset. Together, Sunny, Orlu, Chichi and Sasha form the youngest ever Oha Coven. Their mission is to track down Black Hat Otokoto, the man responsible for kidnapping and maiming children. Will Sunny be able to overcome the killer with powers stronger than her own, or will the future she saw in the flames become reality?

I’ve always been sad that there aren’t enough books with albino main characters and I can’t forgive myself for not reading this book and especially as it’s also set in Nigeria. So one of my goals this spooky season is to read this book and get my sister to read it too.

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  • Ikenga by Nnedi Okorafor (MG)

Nnedi Okorafor’s first novel for middle grade readers introduces a boy who can access super powers with the help of the magical Ikenga.

Nnamdi’s father was a good chief of police, perhaps the best Kalaria had ever had. He was determined to root out the criminals that had invaded the town. But then he was murdered, and most people believed the Chief of Chiefs, most powerful of the criminals, was responsible. Nnamdi has vowed to avenge his father, but he wonders what a twelve-year-old boy can do. Until a mysterious nighttime meeting, the gift of a magical object that enables super powers, and a charge to use those powers for good changes his life forever. How can he fulfill his mission? How will he learn to control his newfound powers?

Award-winning Nnedi Okorafor, acclaimed for her Akata novels, introduces a new and engaging hero in her first novel for middle grade readers set against a richly textured background of contemporary Nigeria.

I don’t have much to say about this book, but it looks great.

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  • Midnight Robber by Nalo Hopkinson (YA/Adult)

It’s Carnival time, and the Carribean-colonized planet of Toussaint is celebrating with music, dance and pageantry. Masked “Midnight Robbers” waylay revelers with brandished weapons and spellbinding words. But to young Tan-Tan, the Robber Queen is simply a favourite costume to wear at the festival–until her power-corrupted father commits an unforgivable crime. 

Suddenly, both father and daughter are thrust into the brutal world of New Half-Way Tree. Here monstrous creatures from folklore are real, and the humans are violent outcasts in the wilds. Here Tan-Tan must reach into the heart of myth–and become the Robber Queen herself. For only the Robber Queen’s legendary powers can save her life…and set her free.

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  • Catherine House by Elisabeth Thomas (YA)

A story about a dangerously curious young undergraduate whose rebelliousness leads her to discover a shocking secret involving an exclusive circle of students . . . and the dark truth beneath her school’s promise of prestige.

You are in the house and the house is in the woods.
You are in the house and the house is in you . . .
 

Catherine House is a school of higher learning like no other. Hidden deep in the woods of rural Pennsylvania, this crucible of reformist liberal arts study with its experimental curriculum, wildly selective admissions policy, and formidable endowment, has produced some of the world’s best minds: prize-winning authors, artists, inventors, Supreme Court justices, presidents. For those lucky few selected, tuition, room, and board are free. But acceptance comes with a price. Students are required to give the House three years—summers included—completely removed from the outside world. Family, friends, television, music, even their clothing must be left behind. In return, the school promises its graduates a future of sublime power and prestige, and that they can become anything or anyone they desire.

Among this year’s incoming class is Ines, who expects to trade blurry nights of parties, pills, cruel friends, and dangerous men for rigorous intellectual discipline—only to discover an environment of sanctioned revelry. The school’s enigmatic director, Viktória, encourages the students to explore, to expand their minds, to find themselves and their place within the formidable black iron gates of Catherine. 

For Ines, Catherine is the closest thing to a home she’s ever had, and her serious, timid roommate, Baby, soon becomes an unlikely friend. Yet the House’s strange protocols make this refuge, with its worn velvet and weathered leather, feel increasingly like a gilded prison. And when Baby’s obsessive desire for acceptance ends in tragedy, Ines begins to suspect that the school—in all its shabby splendor, hallowed history, advanced theories, and controlled decadence—might be hiding a dangerous agenda that is connected to a secretive, tightly knit group of students selected to study its most promising and mysterious curriculum.

Sketchy schools, hidden secrets, dark academia like vibes…I am looking.

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  • Vampires of Portlandia by Jason Tanamor (Adult)

When Marcella Leones relocates her family of aswang vampires from the Philippines to Portland, Oregon, she raises her grandchildren under strict rules so humans will not expose them. Her only wish is to give them a peaceful life, far away from the hunters and the Filipino government that attempted to exterminate them. 

Before she dies, she passes on the power to her eldest grandchild, Percival. He vows to uphold the rules set forth by Leones, allowing his family to roam freely without notice. After all, they are aswangs.

However, when the aswang covenant is broken, the murder rate in Portland rises drastically. Who is behind the murders? And who is behind the broken covenant? Along with sensie Penelope Jane, Percival must find the truth.

It’s then they discover that there are other breeds of aswangs—werebeasts, witches, ghouls, and viscera—who have been residing in Portland for years.

Based on Filipino folklore (aswang), “Vampires of Portlandia” is a fantastical tale of different monsters coexisting in the weirdest city in America.

Filipino vampires? Yes, please!

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  • Daughters of Nri by Reni K Amayo (YA)

A gruesome war results in the old gods’ departure from earth. The only remnants of their existence lie in two girls. Twins, separated at birth. Goddesses who grow up believing that they are human. Daughters Of Nri explores their epic journey of self-discovery as they embark on a path back to one another.

Strong-willed Naala grows up seeking adventure in her quiet and small village. While the more reserved Sinai resides in the cold and political palace of Nri. Though miles apart, both girls share an indestructible bond: they share the same blood, the same face, and possess the same unspoken magic, thought to have vanished with the lost gods.

The twin girls were separated at birth, a price paid to ensure their survival from Eze Ochichiri, the man who rules the Kingdom of Nri. Both girls are tested in ways that awaken a mystical, formidable power deep within themselves. Eventually, their paths both lead back to the mighty Eze.

But can they defeat the man who brought the gods themselves to their knees?

I thought whether or not I should add this but what better time is there for Black girl magic, deities, Igbo mythology and culture than spooky season. Also the cover made it impossible to ignore lol.

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  • Lakewood by Megan Giddings (Adult)

A startling debut about class and race, Lakewood evokes a terrifying world of medical experimentation—part The Handmaid’s Tale, part The Immortal Life of Henrietta Lacks.

When Lena Johnson’s beloved grandmother dies, and the full extent of the family debt is revealed, the black millennial drops out of college to support her family and takes a job in the mysterious and remote town of Lakewood, Michigan.

On paper, her new job is too good to be true. High paying. No out of pocket medical expenses. A free place to live. All Lena has to do is participate in a secret program—and lie to her friends and family about the research being done in Lakewood. An eye drop that makes brown eyes blue, a medication that could be a cure for dementia, golden pills promised to make all bad thoughts go away.

The discoveries made in Lakewood, Lena is told, will change the world—but the consequences for the subjects involved could be devastating. As the truths of the program reveal themselves, Lena learns how much she’s willing to sacrifice for the sake of her family.

Provocative and thrilling, Lakewood is a breathtaking novel that takes an unflinching look at the moral dilemmas many working-class families face, and the horror that has been forced on black bodies in the name of science.

I’m ashamed to say that I almost forgot about this book. I first knew about this book in February when I was making my compilation of books by Black authors this year and this book peaked my curiosity. I can’t believe I haven’t read it yet, but during this season I will.

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  • The Only Good Indians by Stephen Graham Jones (Adult)

Seamlessly blending classic horror and a dramatic narrative with sharp social commentary, The Only Good Indians follows four American Indian men after a disturbing event from their youth puts them in a desperate struggle for their lives. Tracked by an entity bent on revenge, these childhood friends are helpless as the culture and traditions they left behind catch up to them in a violent, vengeful way.

The creeping horror of Paul Tremblay meets Tommy Orange’s There There in a dark novel of revenge, cultural identity, and the cost of breaking from tradition in this latest novel from the Jordan Peele of horror literature, Stephen Graham Jones.

Ok, this book sounds absolutely creepy and I’m not sure I whether or not to read it for my own sake.

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Anthologies 

  • Vampires Never Get Old: Tales With Fresh Bite (Anthology)

Eleven fresh vampire stories from young adult fiction’s leading voices!

In this delicious new collection, you’ll find stories about lurking vampires of social media, rebellious vampires hungry for more than just blood, eager vampires coming out―and going out for their first kill―and other bold, breathtaking, dangerous, dreamy, eerie, iconic, powerful creatures of the night.

Welcome to the evolution of the vampire―and a revolution on the page.

Vampires Never Get Old includes stories by authors both bestselling and acclaimed, including Samira Ahmed, Dhonielle Clayton, Zoraida Córdova and Natalie C. Parker, Tessa Gratton, Heidi Heilig, Julie Murphy, Mark Oshiro, Rebecca Roanhorse, Laura Ruby, Victoria “V. E.” Schwab, and Kayla Whaley.

I have only one to say…vampires!

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  • His Hideous Heart (Anthology)

Thirteen of YA’s most celebrated names reimagine Edgar Allan Poe’s most surprising, unsettling, and popular tales for a new generation.

Edgar Allan Poe may be a hundred and fifty years beyond this world, but the themes of his beloved works have much in common with modern young adult fiction. Whether the stories are familiar to readers or discovered for the first time, readers will revel in Edgar Allan Poe’s classic tales, and how they’ve been brought to life in 13 unique and unforgettable ways.

Contributors include Kendare Blake (reimagining “Metzengerstein”), Rin Chupeco (“The Murders in the Rue Morge”), Lamar Giles (“The Oval Portrait”), Tessa Gratton (“Annabel Lee”), Tiffany D. Jackson (“The Cask of Amontillado”), Stephanie Kuehn (“The Tell-Tale Heart”), Emily Lloyd-Jones (“The Purloined Letter”), Hillary Monahan (“The Masque of the Red Death”), Marieke Nijkamp (“Hop-Frog”), Caleb Roehrig (“The Pit and the Pendulum”), and Fran Wilde (“The Fall of the House of Usher”).

Not gonna lie, they had me at Rin Chupeco and Tiffany D Jackson. 

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And that’s it from me today! I hope you’ve found one or two books you’d love to read on this list and you have an amazing new season (if it’s fall for you and if it isn’t I hope you still have an amazing few weeks ahead).

Till next time!


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Raybearer Blog Tour: Interview with Jordan Ifueko+ ARC Review

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Hello everyone!

Today, I’m so excited to interview the author of one of my favourite books of this year, Jordan Ifueko, who is this the author of the African inspired YA fantasy, Raybearer; and also to share my review of her brilliant debut.  

This interview is done in collaboration with Hear Our Voice Book Tours. You can check out the other posts on the tour here .

Q: Hello, Jordan! Thank you so much for taking the time to chat with me today. Before I go on with the interview, congratulations on your debut Raybearer, I’m so excited to read your book. So, can you tell us a little about you and your book?

A: Thanks for having me!

I’m a Nigerian American Anxious Afro Dream Girl. I write about magic Black girls who aren’t magic all the time, because sometimes they need a vacation.

The elevator pitch for my debut novel, RAYBEARER:

In a global empire, a love-starved prodigy is coerced by her mother to join a divine crown prince’s council. Her mission? Earn his trust. Swear her love. And to her horror…kill him.

Q:  I believe in starting an interview with something light to ease any seriousness and this particular question started as a joke on Twitter, but I love it still. What’s your favourite Winne the Pooh character

A: You know what? Even as a kid, I had a deep abiding sympathy with Rabbit. I knew I was supposed to laugh at him for being crabby, but I never could. Of course he’s grumpy! People keep disturbing his nice sensible gardens! He’s the only adult in the room!

Q: It’s known that I have a bias to African inspired fantasies being an African myself and I’m always curious and pleased when I read one by a Black author and my question now is this; what was your biggest inspiration to write Raybearer?

A: Storytelling in the tradition of griots, who are oral historians/musicians in West African culture, feature prominently in RAYBEARER, albeit with a fantasy twist. I grew up with a lot of folktales from my parents, like those of Anansi the Spider. However, I’m a blend of many cultures. Nigeria was a British colony until the 1960s, so British literature and fairytales are a major influence of mine as well.

I started writing RAYBEARER 13ish years ago, when I was 13! RAYBEARER features a group of children who are handpicked to be raised in isolation with the future emperor, and groomed to someday rule the empire of Aritsar. At the time, I was attending a tiny school of close-knit kids–my graduating class was only 17 people. We took ourselves extremely seriously, so it wasn’t hard to imagine we would someday rule the world, ha

RAYBEARER also deals with the trauma we inherit from our ancestors, and so the book explores some difficult familial relationships as well.

Q: A lot of authors from marginalised communities write things they wish or want to read into their books. Did you do this in Raybearer, and what are these themes/elements/tropes?

A: I wrote what I wanted to read as a young teen Black girl. One thing I often grew up reading in Eurocentric fantasy are female characters that are treated with reverence, protected physically, and waited on by servants. I remember distinctly realizing that Black women and girls are rarely treated this way in fiction (and of course, rarely ever in real life). That’s why Tarisai, RAYBEARER’s protagonist, is given a lot of societal privilege from the get-go– I was tired about stories about Black girls treated roughly by their environments.

Q: Writing is like any other creative process, writers have their favourite and least favourite parts of their works. What were your favourite parts to write?

A: I love writing descriptions of places, food, and clothing. I am a plantain enthusiast and own an embarrassing amount of fabric, but I can’t stop buying it–there’s something so sensual about beautifully woven textiles, especially West African ones.

Q: Were there any parts of the book that didn’t quite make it to the final stage and how did you feel to let those parts go?

A: Many, many interactions between Tarisai and her council family ended up being cut, because they didn’t move the plot forward in a significant way. I still miss those parts, because teen me would have loved to live in an Afrocentric castle with my best friends!

Q: To close this interview, I’ll be asking you the same question I ask every author I interview. If you could pitch your book in 7 words, what will they be?

A: Bonds. Purpose. Empire. Sacrifice. Dynasties. Afros. Longing.

Publisher: Amulet Books

Release Date: August 18, 2020

Genre: Young Adult Fantasy

BLURB

The epic debut YA fantasy from an incredible new talent—perfect for fans of Tomi Adeyemi and Sabaa Tahir

Nothing is more important than loyalty.

But what if you’ve sworn to protect the one you were born to destroy?

Tarisai has always longed for the warmth of a family. She was raised in isolation by a mysterious, often absent mother known only as The Lady. The Lady sends her to the capital of the global empire of Aritsar to compete with other children to be chosen as one of the Crown Prince’s Council of 11. If she’s picked, she’ll be joined with the other Council members through the Ray, a bond deeper than blood. That closeness is irresistible to Tarisai, who has always wanted to belong somewhere. But The Lady has other ideas, including a magical wish that Tarisai is compelled to obey: Kill the Crown Prince once she gains his trust. Tarisai won’t stand by and become someone’s pawn—but is she strong enough to choose a different path for herself? With extraordinary world-building and breathtaking prose, Raybearer is the story of loyalty, fate, and the lengths we’re willing to go for the ones we love.

|CW: parental neglect, manipulation, off page rape, off page sex scenes (consensual), on page sex scene (consensual), misogyny, regicide, fire, child abuse, domestic abuse, attempted murder, death, fascism, colonisation, enslavement|

Black, POC (several races), anxiety, PTSD

5 full stars

Rating: 5 out of 5.

Disclaimer: I was provided with this advanced review copy by Hear Our Voices Book Tours and Amulet Books in exchange for an honest review. All thoughts and opinions are my own.

A lush fantasy that explores so many themes and complexities, Raybearer is a brilliant debut.

Raybearer is a beautiful West African inspired fantasy. Set in the fictional world of Aritsar, almost completely by a singular and ancient empire, it follows love and touch starved Tarisai who befriends the young prince and joins his council while under a compulsion to kill him when he loves her the most.

Raybearer takes place over a somewhat broad timeline, covering parts of Tarisai’s childhood and spanning into her adulthood.

One thing I adored about Raybearer is its application of themes and tropes. Raybearer contains a multitude of themes and tropes, many native to YA fantasy but the application of these is just simply brilliant. It takes all these tropes, some overused and overdone, some not overdone but ever present, and some new and dream-like especially for Black folks and weaves them so perfectly and makes the old seem new, and the new magical. Tropes and themes, I’ve always wished to see Black characters and POC in, are just here in the book and wonderfully done too. Themes and tropes Black people and POC have never had the chance to see ourselves in, characters we haven’t had the chance to be. Black royalty and Black people being loved. Soft Black boys and boys of colour. Found family and close friendships. Seeing all this left me feeling full.

I cannot talk about the things I loved about this book without mentioning the amazing world building. Aritsar, the world Raybearer is set in, is as solid as any world I’ve ever read in a book. With different cultures, most based on real life cultures and regions, magic system, lore and its complex politics. But I must say my favourite thing about the world is the infusion of West African cultures, most noticeably Yoruba culture. I don’t think I’ll ever get tired of seeing my culture in books and Raybearer is one of the books that incorporates it so well. The names,the food, the dresses, the naming and belief about certain landscapes and some of the myths have roots in these cultures . Make no mistake, the world building of  Raybearer is its own, but these little additions were just everything to me.

The writing in Raybearer was also as good. You know those books that have wonderful concepts and world building,but lack execution? That’s not Raybearer.

The writing is atmospheric and engages all your senses. I loved Jordan Ifueko’s writing. It was clear and easy to follow, while also magical. You feel every characters feels and its just amazing. The pacing was also great. The book started off slowly, building the background and the grew faster as it went on. The transition in the pace was smooth and nice. 

A book about finding self, the characters in Raybearer were amazing

 

The brilliant plot, world building and writing apart, I think the characters were my favourite thing about this book.

The characters in Raybearer and their relationships are complex. The characters with their flaws and faults; their inspirations and complexities. And the relationships equally as complex. Not quite as simple, not quite definable. Some sweet and soothing like the relationship of the council siblings. Some hard and so damn complicated, like the relationship between Tarisai and The Lady, her mother, and the relationship between The Lady and the world that made her as she is.

My favourite characters are pretty easy to guess, at least some of them are. Tarisai and her council siblings, especially Dayo, Kirah and Sanjeet. And some are unexpected especially if you’re just starting the book; The Lady, a truly complex character, Woo In, Mbali and Ye Eun.

The character development and arcs were amazing too. For Tarisai, it was learning about herself. About her dreams, her wants, her purpose, her belly song. For The Lady, we see how she became as she is. The Lady is one of the best characters in this book. She is the perfect anti-hero. Her character is so layered. It’s hard to hate her, it’s impossible to forgive her actions, but you can understand her. I still can’t believe she made me cry, but she is the character. 

Another character central character who deserves another mention is Ẹkundayọ (yes, i will always be too extra 😌✨. and the only reason the name isn’t fully extra is because i suck at intonation) Kunleo. Dayo is such a sweet and gentle character. He’s the definition of baby. I just want to pick him up and put him in my pocket along with Sanjeet who is also as soft and my child, Tarisai. I loved his character so much, the softness in him that Black boys in fiction aren’t allowed to have. His love for his council siblings and his understanding for Tarisai. He’s honestly one of the purest Black boys I’ve ever read and the fact that he’s also biromantic and asexual made my heart squeal because of representation!

Raybearer is a story about self discovery and agency, about justice and setting the scales right, about loyalty and love.

I feel like I’ve rambled all too much about this book, but I can’t end it yet without mentioning the core themes here. Raybearer is a compelling story about justice, the length one is willing to go to get it and how they extract it. It’s about birthright, power, purpose, loyalty and love. In my placeholder review on Goodreads, I mentioned comparing Raybearer to my other favourite YA fantasy of this year and realising they aren’t the same. I’ll repeat what I said that Raybearer is like homecoming. It’s that book I didn’t know I needed or I knew. It’s like home — achingly familiar, magical, warming and wonderful. Like a hug. 

A million times recommended. Wake me up when the sequel is out because I don’t know how to exist anymore.

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ABOUT THE AUTHOR

Jordan Ifueko is a Nigerian-American author of Young Adult fiction. She stans revolutionary girls and 4C curls. RAYBEARER is her debut novel.

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Thank you again to Jordan Ifueko for taking out some of her time to chat with me and to HOV Book Tours for this opportunity. I hope y’all buy and love this book because it has all of my heart.

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Let’s Get Lit: Muslim Author Interviews II

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Hi and Salaam to my Muslim siblings! 

Welcome to the second round of author interviews for the #Muslim Authors week of the Let’s Get Lit Online Book Fest.

Here’s a small recap if you didn’t know what we’re about. The Let’s Get Lit Online Book Fest (LGL Book Fest) is a six week long book event which seeks to highlight books by marginalised and debut authors with books coming out this year. This is the fourth week of our event and the Muslim authors week. You can read the first and opening event of the week, where we introduce all the authors featured this week here. You can also find the first round of author interviews hosted by the amazing Rameela @Star Is All Booked Up, here.

Today for the fest, I’ll be interviewing another round of four authors. They are Rabiah York Lumbard, Sahira Javaid, Fariha Khayyam and Marzieh Abbas.


Q: Please introduce yourselves and briefly explain what your books are about!

Sahira: Hi, I’m Sahira Javaid. : )  I write poetry and my YA fantasy Crowning Soul is debuting August 9 of this year! I’m so hyped!

Crowning Soul is about a biracial girl who gets pulled into another dimension and has to mend an angel’s soul and stop malevolent jinn from shattering her own soul. I’d pitch it as Inuyasha meets the City Of Brass.

Fariha: Hello, I’m Fariha! Self-published author of SHARDS and YA book blogger.

SHARDS is a short modern-poetry collection. It is about the journey of a girl as she struggles to come to terms with what she has endured. Mind you, it come with trigger warnings, so please read those as some of the poems can be quite dark. 

Rabiah: Salaams and Ramadan Mubarak! I’m an American Muslim (going on twenty years now) and a kidlit author (going on a decade now) who currently lives in Doha, Qatar with my hubby, three kids and many, many cats. I write heart-centered picture books like my Gift of Ramadan and The Conference of the Birds and also heavier, “high concept” type of contemporary novels like my debut YA thriller No True Believers.  

Marzieh: Hello and Salaam! I’m Marzieh Abbas, a Pakistani, Muslim author and baker. I live in the bustling metropolis of Karachi and began writing a year ago (May 2019)! I won a scholarship to Mira’s Children’s Book Academy in August, and have since attended conferences and workshops virtually. I am a member of SCBWI and enjoy connecting with fellow writers on Twitter. I also blog about my author journey and life in Pakistan on Instagram @beansprouts_pk. I run a book review group on FB: Children’s Book Reviews (CBR Global).

My debut picture book: “Hamza’s Pyjama Promise” was published in January 2020, by a UK Muslim publisher: Sun Behind the Cloud Publishing. It’s a spin-off on “The Day the Crayons Quit“, only in this version Hamza’s body parts have written letters to him!

My second book is called “Hamza and Aliya share the Ramadan Cheer” and was to be released this April, but has been delayed slightly due to the pandemic. It has been published with Kisa Kids, a US faith publisher, but is aimed at Muslims and non-Muslims alike; a story about the true spirit of sharing the joys of Ramadan. It’s also literally a slice of my life- it revolves around a family that loves to bake and is set in the blessed month of Ramadan, with the kids eager to distribute food and dessert to neighbors and share the Ramadan Cheer.

Although both these books have been published by faith publishers, I do want to write books about Muslim characters in everyday life situations and aim to publish with mainstream publishers some day.

Q: What inspired you to become a writer?

Sahira: When I was ten, I can still remember when a local author came to our library and spoke about her book. I loved the adventure, the escape her books were, so I started writing my own adventure and haven’t looked back since.

Fariha: Hmmm, I started writing when I was in university, that almost a decade ago (wow). I wrote in the little notebook I carried with me and on the memo app on my mobile. I backed them up on proper document, so they don’t get lost. It wasn’t until much, much later that I decided to publish them. At that time there were new Muslim authors and it really encouraged me to continue writing as well.

Rabiah: I was inspired by motherhood and the lack of quality and nuanced stories that show more than one type of Muslim.

Marzieh: I have always loved to write, but never got around to doing so. Last year when I was on a hiatus from baking, I wrote my first draft of both the books mentioned above. I began studying the craft and initially wrote my books as memos to my kids, tried my luck at submitting them and I have been extremely lucky.

Q: Who’s your favorite Muslim author?

Sahira: Oh wow, this is a tough question! If I really have to choose, then it would be S. A. Chakraborty. Her book The City of Brass gave my heart so much happiness when I read about Muslim characters in a fantasy for the first time. I love how she wove Islam into the story and it’ll always be in my heart.

Fariha: Well, that’s difficult to say, really. The Muslim Shelf Space has grown quite a bit and I’ve still yet to read all of them.  My favorite author at the moment would be Sabaa Tahir and Hafsah Faizal.

Rabiah: Oh, so tricky. And I don’t want to leave anyone out or hurt any feelings. So I’m gonna pick a dead person! Lol. One of my favorite Muslim authors is Rumi. I know, it sounds cliché. But his poetry is a balm for the soul and more importantly, best understood as a tafsir of the Quran.

Marzieh: Rukhsana Khan and Sadia Faruqi

Q: If two of your MC’s were stuck together while social distancing, what would happen?

Sahira: Oh goodness, this depends if I want a funny, scary or romantic outcome. ; ) Let’s go with the latter! I guess I’d pick Nezha and Kayan. Nezha would eat all the chocolate and joke about how they couldn’t touch each other anyways. Kayan would probably stay up all night and sleep in the morning. There would be a lot of blushing. lol.

Fariha: N/A (Since my book is a poetry, it doesn’t have two MCs)

Rabiah: If it were the little girl and her grandmother in The Gift of Ramadan then they’d be baking yummy treats and probably packing on the pounds like the rest of us! If it were Salma B. and her cute boyfriend Amir from No True Believers then, well, I think they’d need to find an Imam to initiate a zoom wedding because—I mean—you know, they’re young and bored and stuck together. Haa. Haa. 

Marzieh: A bake-off for sure!

Q: What are your favorite books?

Sahira: Just a few: A Crown of Wishes and the Gilded Wolves by Roshani Chokshi, The City of Brass by S A Chakraborty, Ayesha at Last by Uzma Jalaluddin, Six of Crows duology by leigh Bardugo, Children of Blood and Bone, The Candle and The flame by Nafiza Azad.

Fariha: My all-time favorite would be The Name of the Wind by Patrick Rothfuss. I also never get tired of (re)reading The Ember in the Ashes Series and the Six of Crows Series.

Rabiah: For PB—anything by Tomie DePaola, may he rest in peace. For MG I loved the Clementine series by Sara Pennypacker. And for YA I will gladly consume anything written by Jason Reynolds or Jacqueline Woodson.

Marzieh: Too many to mention, but the ones that come to mind are

There’s a Bear in my Chair by Ross Collins

-ish by Peter Reynolds

The big Red Lollipop by Rukhsana Khan

Yasmin series by Saadia Faruqi

Q:  What made you want to write in your current genre?

Sahira: Fantasy is such a beautifully broad genre to me. You can add adventure, comedy, romance and suspense. Most of all it’s the journey of finding yourself that pulled me in.

Fariha: I still do write poetry on the sidelines, but I’m not sure when another poetry book will be published. 

I read YA/Fantasy and love anything to do with dragons, magic and well, you name it. That lead me to write a fantasy story of my own. It’s far from being complete at the moment

Rabiah: Fear and pain. I needed to get past it.

Marzieh: My kids were my inspiration! The characters in my books are even named after them. I was open to change the names, but both my publishers were happy to keep them. I also feel picture books can be used to address any issue and are a great conversation starter for any topic!

Q: Your favourite character now has twitter, write a tweet like they would.

Sahira: Character huh? I’ll choose one from a manga. For those that know me, they’ll know who and why I choose him.

InuYasha @TheRealInuYasha

‘Kagome, you baka! Stop following that damn fleabag!”

Fariha: I love this question! My favorite character would by Rhys (from ACOTAR), I’m guessing his tweet would be like:

“Hey Darlings, I look and feel particularly awesome today, so here’s a selfie!”

Rabiah: If your Islam isn’t compassionate, it sucks. ~Salma. B.

Marzieh: Tuesday is a perfect day for baking, so is Monday, so is Wednesday! SO is everyday of the week! No what shall I bake today?

Q: Do you feel like your book is the kind you wanted to read when you were younger?

Sahira: For sure! I started writing it when I was ten. In a way it grew with me. I wanted an adventure and to feel like I belong somewhere. So, Noorenia was that world for me. : )

Fariha: I took anthology-literature classes in school and trying to decipher poetry was fun, but I never thought I’d publish a poetry book of my own some day! For my younger self, I think she would have found them to be too layered to be enjoyable (maybe!).

Rabiah: Yes! I know I would have identified with many of the characters in NTB, especially Vanessa. What can I say. I was a pothead. Astaghfirallah. 

Marzieh: Yes, absolutely!

Q: What do you hope readers, especially from your community, take away from your book or your experiences as an author?

Sahira: Hope, belonging and love play a big role in my story. I hope people see the representation of Muslims in my story because I know when I saw other Muslim authors writing Muslims into their books, I felt like I was seen. That in a world where we are usually the villain or backdrop character, we could be seen as humans. I made sure I showed my Muslims characters not just their religion in how they look, but the way they act. The way we deal with hatred and face it with mercy and love, the way we trust God, the ways we show compassion and acts of charity, even by our smile.

Love of all kinds is in Crowning Soul: self-love, friendship, siblings, parents and romantic.

My mental health has been mirrored in one character. To keep from spoiling, I really do hope people see the struggles of that character’s mental health, how they’ve been abused, yet they never give up. They keep trying to find themselves and their worth. It’s a messy beginning, it always is, but I’m looking forward to letting this character blossom.

Fariha: From my book, the takeaway would be that hardships come to pass, no matter how dire the situation may seem to be, just pray, sit tight, and don’t lose faith. From my experience, well, I never expected to be an author, writing is just something I enjoy doing, so do what you love to do – don’t let reality come in the way of your dreams.

Rabiah: I want them to remember that just because a Muslim doesn’t mirror their type of Islam doesn’t mean they don’t love God and take their Islam seriously.

Marzieh: I hope people are inspired to publish their own stories- I’ve had so many people from my community contact me for guidance. I honestly believe we need more books from diverse authors.

Q: Do you have any advice for any aspiring authors out there?

Sahira: Keep writing even when people tell you to stop. I’ve learned from seeing others and my own experience, that we’ll have that one person who tells us it’s not worth it. Don’t listen to them. If you’re passionate about it and it makes your soul sing, then write. Don’t forget to read as much as you can in any genre. You’ll learn about other story plots and who knows, maybe you’ll write in another genre too and that’s such a beautiful thing.

I know you’ll hear this from others: Don’t give up. Really, don’t. You might think it’s taking long, but the most beautiful and profound things have taken their sweet time. It’ll all be worth it. : )

Fariha: Write and continue writing! The world needs all the stories it can get and your voice matters. 

Rabiah: Patience, perseverance and professionalism will go a long way. And try something new. Try writing in a new POV, genre or writing style. Go bold. You’ll never know what you are capable of if you don’t step out of your comfort zone. Good luck. I’m always here to support you. 

Marzieh: Keep learning, have a growth mindset and take every rejection as a stepping stone that is getting you closer to you eventually becoming a published author. Also, don’t underestimate the value of a consistent critique group! Invest in memberships, make the right connections and tell the story your heart wants to tell! When you feel you have a great story, but just can’t get a break through, hire a professional editor and revise, revise, revise. Good Luck!


Thank you so much to these amazing authors for taking their time to chat. I’m really excited for all their books. 

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#Muslim Authors Showcase: Let’s Get Lit Book Fest

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Hello and Salaam to my Muslim siblings!

 

Welcome to the #MuslimAuthors Week of the Let’s Get Lit Online Book Fest.

The Let’s Get Lit Online Book Fest is a six week long online event to celebrate and highlight debut and marginalised authors with books coming out this year. You can find out more about the fest on our official Twitter page here and our Instagram page here.

This week, I will be hosting Muslim authors along with Rameela @Star Is All Booked Up. Keep your eyes on our blogs throughout this week as we’ll be hosting interviews, a panel and a showcase with these authors this week.

Today, I’ll be introducing the authors who will be featured this week!

 


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Sahar Mustafah

Author of THE BEAUTY OF YOUR FACE. Sahar Mustafah is the daughter of Palestinian immigrants. Her short stories have been awarded the Guild Literary Complex Prize for fiction, a Distinguished Story honor from Best American Short Stories, and three Pushcart Prize nominations, among other honors. She writes and teaches outside of Chicago.

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Sahira Javaid

Author of CROWNING SOUL. Sahira started her website Essentuate Life to inspire others with her poetry and share her love of books to encourage other writers.

Sahira is the author of Bitter Sweet and Hot Ice, her two poetry books she published in 2011. Her latest poetry book Crack of Dawn was released August 2017. She is working to get her Fantasy novel published.

Intisar Khanani

Author of THORN. She was born in Eau Claire, Wisconsin, and grew up a nomad, with multiple stints living in Saudi Arabia, boarding school in New Hampshire, and college split between Minnesota and Colorado. Her family is from Pakistan, and still has extended family there. She, her husband, two young daughters live in Cincinnati, Ohio. Until a few years ago, she worked with the Cincinnati Health Department on projects to improve community health, which was as close as she could get to saving the world. Now she focuses her time on her two passions: raising her family and writing.


Rabiah York Lumbard

Author of No True Believers. Rabiah York Lumbard is an award-winning author of the picture book The Conference of the Birds (Wisdom Tales, 2012). Her latest picture book, The Gift of Ramadan (Albert Whitman, 2019) was highly recommended by SLJ as “a perfect addition to holiday book collections,” while her deeply personal debut novel No True Believers (Crown, 2020), which draws on her experience as an American Muslim at home and abroad has been hailed by Booklist as “taut debut novel” and “a page-turner that carries a message of radical love, regardless of faith.” She is also the 2015 winner of the Middle East Book Award for her picture book When the Animals Saved Earth. This multicultural environmental tale is inspired by a 1,000-year-old animal fable from 10th century Muslim Iraq that was originally translated by a Jewish rabbi at the command of a Christian king in the 14th century. Her interfaith book Everyone Prays: Celebrating Faith Around the World received the Eric Hoffer Award in 2015.

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Marzieh Abbas

Author of Hamza and Aliya share the Ramadan Cheer. Home-baker, picture book maker, Mom by day, dreamer by night.

Aminah Mae Safi

Author of This Is All Your Fault. Aminah Mae Safi is a Muslim-American writer who explores art, fiction, feminism, and film. She’s the winner of the We Need Diverse Books short story contest. She lives in Los Angeles, California, with her partner and two cats. She is the author of NOT THE GIRLS YOU’RE LOOKING FOR (Feiwel and Friends), TELL ME HOW YOU REALLY FEEL (Feiwel and Friends), and the forthcoming THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT (Feiwel and Friends, October 2020) and the Reclaimed Classics ROBIN HOOD (Winter 2022).


Zeyn Joukhadar

Author of THE THIRTY NAMES OF NIGHT. Zeyn Joukhadar is the author of the novels The Map of Salt and Stars (Touchstone/Simon & Schuster, 2018) and The Thirty Names of Night (Atria/Simon & Schuster, 2020), a member of the Radius of Arab American Writers (RAWI), and a member of American Mensa. His work has appeared in Salon, The Paris Review Daily, The Kenyon Review, The Saturday Evening Post, PANK Magazine, and elsewhere, and has been nominated for the Pushcart Prize and the Best of the NetThe Map of Salt and Stars, currently being translated into twenty languages, was a 2018 Middle East Book Award winner in Youth Literature, a 2018 Goodreads Choice Awards Finalist in Historical Fiction, was shortlisted for the Wilbur Smith Adventure Writing Prize, and received starred reviews from Kirkus, Booklist, and others.

Ari Reavis

Author of Afraid to Fall. Romance author. Muslim, wife, and mother.

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Hena Khan

Author of LIKE THE MOON LOVES THE SKY and contributor to the anthology, ONCE UPON AN EID. Like so many other writers, she grew up with her nose in a book. Her mother believed children should be seen reading and not heard whining about boredom, and regularly took her to the Rockville Public Library with grocery bags to fill with books. Along with grabbing new titles each visit, she often chose the same ones over and over again. And she reread treasured personal copies of my favorites until they fell apart.

The books she connected with as a child left a bigger impression on her than almost anything she comes across today. She still thinks of the characters, stories, random facts and tidbits that she absorbed years ago. That’s why she loves writing for kids—in the hopes that they’ll pick up something she write more than once, and let it become part of who they are.


Nafiza Azad

Author of The Candle and the Flame. Nafiza Azad was born in Fiji and spent the first seventeen years of her life as a self-styled Pacific Islander. Now she identifies as an Indo-Fijian Muslim Canadian, which means she is often navigating multiple identities. Nafiza has a love for languages and currently speaks four. She holds a Master of Arts degree in Children’s Literature from the University of British Columbia and co-runs The Book Wars (thebookwars.ca), a website dedicated to all things children’s literature. Nafiza currently lives in British Columbia with her family.


Saadia Faruqi

Author of A PLACE AT THE TABLE. Saadia Faruqi is a Pakistani American author, essayist and interfaith activist. She writes the children’s early reader series “Yasmin” published by Capstone and other books for children, including middle grade novels “A Place At The Table” (HMH/Clarion 2020) co-written with Laura Shovan, and “A Thousand Questions” (Harper Collins 2020). She has also written “Brick Walls: Tales of Hope & Courage from Pakistan” a short story collection for adults and teens. Saadia is editor-in-chief of Blue Minaret, a magazine for Muslim art, poetry and prose, and was featured in Oprah Magazine in 2017 as a woman making a difference in her community. She resides in Houston, TX with her husband and children.

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Farah Zaman

Author of The Hour of the Oryx. As a young girl, Farah spent many hours with her head buried in books of mystery, intrigue and adventure. The inevitable outcome was picking up pen and paper to create her own stories and poems, which she enjoyed sharing with family, friends and classmates alike. Farah has spent most of her life working with words, something that she loves doing. One of her greatest treats to herself is curling up with a good book and getting lost in it. Her love of reading coupled with her love of writing gave Farah the impetus to start her journey as an authorFarah presently lives in New York with her family.

 

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Fariha Khayyam

Author of SHARDS. While growing up reading about dragons, magic and adventures, Fariha Khayyam had always wanted to write a book. As her love for reading grew, so did her dream.
She began nurturing her dream while completing her Masters of Business Administration from Loyola University Chicago, Illinois.
Based in Riyadh, Saudi Arabia, when she is not writing, she is found reading fantasy novels or spending time on her social media.


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ARC Review: The Perfect Escape

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Nate Jae-Woo Kim wants to be rich. When one of his classmates offers Nate a ridiculous amount of money to commit grade fraud, he knows that taking the windfall would help support his prideful Korean family, but is compromising his integrity worth it?

Luck comes in the form of Kate Anderson, Nate’s colleague at the zombie-themed escape room where he works. She approaches Nate with a plan: a local tech company is hosting a weekend-long survivalist competition with a huge cash prize. It could solve all of Nate’s problems, and Kate needs the money too.

If the two of them team up, Nate has a true shot at winning the grand prize. But the real challenge? Making through the weekend with his heart intact…

 

|CW: Acrophobia, mild panic attacks, parental neglect, emotional abuse, racist microaggressions, bullying, mention of death of a loved one|

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Korean-American, Indian (side character)

 

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⭐⭐⭐

3 stars

 

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Kdrama meets American high school romance, The Perfect Escape was cute…

When first saw The Perfect Escape on Goodreads, I thought it looks like  a good book, you can’t imagine how happy I was when I was presented an offer to read an Advanced Review Copy.

The Perfect Escape follows Nate Kim and Kate Anderson two high schoolers in their senior year who meet at the zombie escape room they work at, develop a quick friendship and crush, and later on enter a zombie themed survival competition to win a grand price.

The Perfect Escape is a kdrama-esque book and it shows from the characterisation and almost every other aspect of the book. Nate, the male MC, is a first generation Korean-American kid from a poor family and a scholarship kid. While Kate on the other hand, is the sole child of the CEO of one of the leading tech companies in country with an absent and controlling father. Even the match — cute poor boy x rich girl — is very kdrama like which is kind of cute, especially with how the author went about it, removing most of the power imbalance and just leaving the cute romance.

While the combination of kdrama and  American High school romance was mostly cute. The problems that exist when you mix two dramatic types of TV together wasn’t escaped out in this book. The Perfect Escape was cute and had almost Nollywood level drama. In simpler words, it was unbelievably dramatic, with really took down some of my enjoyment of this book.

Another thing I didn’t feel quite comfortable with in the book was a certain stereotype about immigrant parents. It really grated on my nerves when I first saw it, but in later scenes it rub me off as much. I also had to remind myself to trust in the author to know what she was doing as she’s Korean American herself and I cannot know her reality more than her, especially when stereotype doesn’t necessarily mean falsehood.

The writing was simple and easy to follow which lended to the voices of the characters being cute and relatable. The pacing was mostly ok, a little in between fast and slow and not being too much of either. The plot focus was vastly different in two halves of the book. The first half and up to 60% was about building on the characters, their motivations, experiences and their relationships and the second half was about the romance. I know I mentioned I enjoyed the romance, even doubly so because it wasn’t something I expected to enjoy given it was insta love. I usually hate insta-love  as a trope because I find it cringy and unrealistic, but The Perfect Escape just seemed cute and natural.

 

The characters were cute…

I liked the characters in The Perfect Escape and I thought they were relatable, especially Nate.

Nate was a kid in a Asian- American home with all the rules and expectations in being one. I found I related to him; the Kim household rules (which basically like all POC household rules) and being an elder brother. Nate thrived to make his parents proud of him and worked harder than his peers because of his background. Picking up multiple talents and working hard in school. Apart of this, Nate was also sweet, awkward and thoughtful. He was an endearing character.

Kate was also cute.  With her love for theatre, nerdiness and understanding, I loved her character. She was really fun to read about and mature. 

I liked their friendships, the different friends they had, and the friendship between the main characters themselves.

Overall, it was cute…

The Perfect Escape was a cute book and fun one to escape into when everything else is intense. If you love kdrama, zombies and nerds, you’ll like The Perfect Escape.

 

As a side note: I’ll recommend checking Own voices reviews. I haven’t had the time to check them, but when I do I’ll link them here.

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Book Review: Love From A to Z

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marvel: something you find amazing. Even ordinary-amazing. Like potatoes—because they make French fries happen. Like the perfect fries Adam and his mom used to make together.

An oddity: whatever gives you pause. Like the fact that there are hateful people in the world. Like Zayneb’s teacher, who won’t stop reminding the class how “bad” Muslims are.

But Zayneb, the only Muslim in class, isn’t bad. She’s angry.

When she gets suspended for confronting her teacher, and he begins investigating her activist friends, Zayneb heads to her aunt’s house in Doha, Qatar, for an early start to spring break.

Fueled by the guilt of getting her friends in trouble, she resolves to try out a newer, “nicer” version of herself in a place where no one knows her.

Then her path crosses with Adam’s.

Since he got diagnosed with multiple sclerosis in November, Adam’s stopped going to classes, intent, instead, on perfecting the making of things. Intent on keeping the memory of his mom alive for his little sister.

Adam’s also intent on keeping his diagnosis a secret from his grieving father.

Alone, Adam and Zayneb are playing roles for others, keeping their real thoughts locked away in their journals.

Until a marvel and an oddity occurs…

Marvel: Adam and Zayneb meeting.

Oddity: Adam and Zayneb meeting

|CW: Islamophobia, cultural appropriation, chronic illness, racist microaggression, talk of rape, talk of family death, talk of war and war victims|

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Chinese-Canadian, Muslim, Multiple Sclerosis, POC.

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5 stars

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A marvel of a book…

Love From A to Z was one of my most anticipated books of last year and you can’t imagine how happy I was when I somehow managed to convince my cousin to get me a copy for my birthday in July last year, and as I hoped it didn’t disappoint. When I finished this book, I was positively over the moon and I’d had another book I completely adored.

We follow the story of Adam and Zayneb (a character who shares my name, yay!) through their journals. Adam is a college student who has recently dropped out of his course following being diagnosed with multiple sclerosis. Zayneb (i won’t make any other name comment after this one i promise, but yay!) is a senior year high school who has been suspended from school for ‘threatening’ a wildly Islamophobic teacher. Somehow, maybe by the hand of fate, their paths cross. Two different people who share a journal.

I can’t begin to fully explain how much I love this book. Love From A to Z felt like the book I’ve been waiting my whole life for. I have so many feelings and not enough words to explain, but I’ll try.

I’ll start with the romance aka one of the most amazing things amongst all the amazing things in this amazing book. I know I’m being extra.

I love romance. I love halal romances, because they’re like peak Muslim, lol. Teen halal romances? Hell yes! But Love from A to Z has to be the most adorable halal romance ever. Most adorable halal teen romance.

What makes Love from A to Z superior over every other halal teen romance I’ve ever read? (which isn’t much, oop)
Its because it really explores being young and in love. I absolutely love how it explores teen emotions and love connect to being Muslim. I don’t think any other book as gotten being a Muslim teenager in love and today’s world completely right, but this book pretty much did. I’m going to combine this with the cute and relatable moments, lol.

Meeting a cute boy on the plane and finding out he’s Muslim too? Yes. Finding out said boy might actually like you too? Scream worthy yes. Inviting each other out, but with a family member or friends around to keep it halal? Yes. Texting each other random stuff? I’m crying but, yes. The feelings, the lust (which people try to shy away from, but yes teenagers can be lustful), but remembering Astagfirullah you’re entering forbidden territory? Yes!

Yes, the romance was everything but Love from A to Z was more than just the romance. It highlighted so many things central to the Muslim identity and also being a Muslim teenager in the twenty first century. While it’ll be false to say all Muslims share the same experiences, practice faith the same way; there are things we have all experienced even in small doses, and we have seen happening to people like us and this book shows different perspectives and experiences.

Despite all its cuteness, Love From A to Z, brought up difficult topics like Islamophobia, disability, wars and grief. Islamophobia in its different forms, and it means to be visibly Muslim today. I absolutely loved how SK Ali handled the MS rep. I don’t have words.

The writing was amazing, although a bit unconventional but it made the book even more amazing. I haven’t read a book that uses journal entries instead of titles, but SK Ali makes it work so well I really don’t think if it had been writing the ‘normal’ way, I’d feel so close to the characters. Writing the titles gave me an idea of what the chapter was and added to its impact, and reading their journals made me feel more connected to the characters.
I know I’m repeating myself but SK Ali is a genius.

The characters, my babies, my heart…

You know that book with characters so amazing you’ll fight anyone and everyone for? That’s Love From A to Z. It has to have one of the most lovable and relatable characters.

Being a character centred book, the characters didn’t just hold the story together, but gave its magic.

I adored the main characters, Adam and Zayneb. They’re like two polar opposites that just seem to attract each other. Like poles on a magnet. Adam is a laid back, quiet, soft spoken and gentle guy and Zayneb? Zayneb is fiery, passionate and a bit volatile like a storm or the sea after a rain. That’s Adam and Zayneb. Adam is like a sweet, gentle rain or the sea on a calm day and Zayneb is the opposite of that. Their differences are even made more obvious by the entries in their journals. Adam enters more marvels and Zayneb, the oddities.

The character relationships and development was just great also. I loved Adam’s relationship with his family. How he cares for his sister and her for him. His memories of his mum and the overall family relationship. Zayneb’s relationship with her family too was also amazing. And more than their families, I loved the friendships.

Love From A to Z had well rounded characters, I cannot stress how much the characters developed. Adam comes to terms with his diagnosis and realises he can be happy, and Zayneb being unapologetically Zayneb once more. I really don’t think I can care about book characters anymore than I care about these two.

It was a masterpiece…

I feel like despite all I’ve said I haven’t really been able to do this book one bit of justice. It’s so amazing, I just can’t say enough. All I can say is that you need to read this. This book deserves more recognition than it gets. Thank you, SK Ali for writing this. I really have no words. I should end this before I start crying again.

2000% recommend. All of my heart belongs to this book.

 

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Audio book review: Yes No Maybe So

 

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New York Times bestselling authors Becky Albertalli and Aisha Saeed have crafted a resonant, funny, and memorable story about the power of love and resistance.

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Jamie Goldberg is cool with volunteering for his local state senate candidate—as long as he’s behind the scenes. When it comes to speaking to strangers (or, let’s face it, speaking at all to almost anyone), Jamie’s a choke artist. There’s no way he’d ever knock on doors to ask people for their votes…until he meets Maya.

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Maya Rehman’s having the worst Ramadan ever. Her best friend is too busy to hang out, her summer trip is canceled, and now her parents are separating. Why her mother thinks the solution to her problems is political canvassing—with some awkward dude she hardly knows—is beyond her.

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Going door to door isn’t exactly glamorous, but maybe it’s not the worst thing in the world. After all, the polls are getting closer—and so are Maya and Jamie. Mastering local activism is one thing. Navigating the cross-cultural romance of the century is another thing entirely

|CW: racism, antisemitism, Islamophobia, gaslighting, parental separation and divorce| 

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Muslim, Jewish, Pakistani- American, Queer, MlM side characters

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2 stars

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Yes No Maybe So was not for me…

Yes No Maybe So is a contemporary romance novel that follows two high schoolers — Jamie, a white Jewish boy  and Maya, a Pakistani-American Muslim girl, the summer before their senior year as the canvas for the upcoming senatorial election in their state.

That’s where my hesitation starts from the White boy x Muslim girl trope. The pretty much only rep Muslim girls are worthy of in media. Its like we can’t exist outside this trope. It will be unthinkable. Don’t get me wrong there are certain books that use this trope unproblematically and flawlessly, All American Muslim for example. I absolutely adored this book and I rooted so hard for the main couple, Allie and Wells. Well I guess, Yes No Maybe So also did that somewhat unproblematically, but I won’t act like it didn’t affect my reading experience.

For the first about 30% of the book I couldn’t bring myself to really care about the book. Jamie, the male mc, seemed too cringy and I’m not talking about his social anxiety, I got that and I’m so happy about the rep, but Jamie himself was a huge cringe. I guess it’s because I don’t understand crushing so hard on someone, but almost always thinking of Maya was really cringy. I guess what kept me for this part of the book was I was invested in their family lives and I wanted to see where this was going. Maya’s family was practically falling apart, her parents were separating and she felt out of balance, and as someone who’s had a somewhat similar experience I understood her and I felt just as frustrated and scared as she was. On Jamie’s end, it was the pressure of being a big brother with his sister’s, Sophie’s, bar mitzvah coming up, and being an eldest child too, I got that.

It also didn’t help also that Jamie was also a bit oblivious about something about being Muslim, Ramadan in particular. It drove me up a wall and I just couldn’t believe that anyone would be that oblivious, but it seems he really didn’t know (I’m still not a fan of those scenes either) and he improved on his knowledge, so I couldn’t hold it over him again.

At about 30-33%, I got really involved in this book. I actually began to care. I should also say clearly, that the political and social commentary was actually why I stayed invested in this book and even why I rated it two stars. But this part peaked for me and I actually began to care about whatever was going on between Jamie and Maya. What happened here both politically, was just wow. It was so accurate and felt so real, and I was impressed with how correctly the authors got this and finally invested in the book.

Back to the romance, at this point I actually started liking them together, very begrudgingly. It seemed natural at this point, just two teens falling for each other. I’m not so staunch against Muslims dating or dating non Muslims. I’d obviously prefer Muslim/Muslim relationships, and doing it halal because that’s basically the ruling, but I’m not going act hypocritical and act like this doesn’t happen or isn’t some of our realities. I don’t think anyone acts that way, but where it becomes a problem is when it’s the only type of relationship you see in the media, and you just KNOW that that rep is not for you. I’m not going to say Yes No Maybe So doesn’t fall under this category, but it wasn’t handled completely terribly.

Now everything was going ok for me until about 85% and I was just done. I wish authors would know not to use certain harmful tropes, I might not say ever, but in this case it was unnecessary. I’ll tie this back to an issue I just realised after reading Yes No Maybe So, Maya’s relationship with her faith. At first I didn’t realise it because I’m used to such bad Muslim representation, and Maya was better than most of these, so the bar was set pretty fucking low. The more I think of it, the more I see that Maya’s Muslimness is actually seen as secondary to the plot and everything else, and when you have a book that’s about Islamophobia and other forms of prejudice, shouldn’t we get more representation than just fasting during Ramadan and Eid. That’s the problem, most of the book is set during Ramadan and the extent of Maya’s faith is just fasting. Wow. I understand that everyone is at a different stage in their deen, but it was Ramadan. Our ‘try harder, be more extra, work harder on your faith’ month. And our Muslim mc just fasted. In the month of literal magic and peace, with a family that’s falling apart, when you know prayers will be answered, you didn’t think about turning to God.  Just one line with this will have sufficed. She did say fasting brought her peace, but that was for Jamie’s benefit, and that was the end of it. 

Right, harmful trope… I don’t care how fucking upset a character is. I don’t care about them trying to make a situation easier for themselves, but you do not use a trope that has been used to villainise your people ever. The ‘my parents will never allow this and I can’t be with you because they’re so restrictive/strict’. Hold up. First, all Maya’s mother told her was that relationships are complicated and a lot of work, especially when you’re so young (which is correct) and being a senior in high school, she’ll have her energy expended on other things, and that many parts of relationships are sacred. And I was like, sis where did you get that from. Yes, its true that a lot Muslim teens aren’t allowed to date in high school and its true that some parents are pretty strict about this, but I didn’t for once get that vibe from Maya’s mom. And Jamie’s reaction wasn’t helping either.

Despite the negatives, in this book there were a few positives. Although the romance was…you know my view, I enjoyed the themes on friendship and growing apart (yes, this book has a friend break up and make up), family, being a brown Muslim woman in today’s world or in fact being anything but white cishet and Christian. I also really liked that the authors explored the invasiveness of people on social media and how unkind people can be on there, and the obliviousness to other marginalised people’s struggles which a lot of people are guilty of.

I also did love the narration. I think it’s part of the reasons I stuck till the end. If I was reading an ebook or physical book, I’d have thrown the book and given up a long time ago. The narration was amazing. The voice actors did a good job voicing different characters and relaying the emotion. If you ever want to read this book, I recommend the audiobook.

The characters just were…

I’m going to make this part short, because I spent a lot of time rambling on the first part. 

I found most of the characters of Yes, No Maybe So mostly tolerable, and the ones I didn’t were annoying. I didn’t love any of the characters.

Jamie, the male mc, was just a sweet guy who wanted to change the world and that was really sweet, except his existence mostly hung on thoughts of Maya and his awkwardness. 

Maya, on the other hand, was pretty ok for a regular teenager, but her Muslimness was mostly missing. She was mostly a normal American teen, and not much of a Muslim teen.

They were as I said, tolerable and at this point I think my favourite characters were Boomer and Willow, the pets.

I was disappointed…

I came into this book with extremely low expectations and still somehow I ended up being disappointed. The tropes, the characters, the executive and the end, just didn’t work out for me.

Yes, No Maybe So isn’t a book I’ll be revisiting.

 

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